Saturday, 15 August 2015

Want vs Should

As a natural part of growing up, I think it's common to question how your experiences thus far in life have led you to the thoughts and beliefs you currently have, or have had.

In this case, I mean how my upbringing has affected the way I look at my career, goals and what I want out of life. Recently me and my friends from secondary school have been discussing the want vs should debate, that is - am I doing what I want to do, or am I doing what I feel like I should do?

Up until the past year, so the first 22 years of my life, I've been following a career path I thought I "should" follow, rather than one I want to follow. At this age for me it's really important to re-learn that it's okay to do what I want, and instead follow what really matters to me.

I'm applying this purely to careers, not to morality.. i.e. I'm not going to start pushing old ladies out of my way in the supermarket because I want something faster.. (and my biggest "wants" and fulfillment definitely don't come from doing immoral things like that haha)

I do want to note that this is assuming that I have the choice of any career path I want, assuming it will pay enough for a roof and food. I also need to be aware that I am incredibly lucky to even have this choice. Sometimes the fact that there is so much choice is paralysing, but I am very privileged to even be paralysed by it!


What's holding me back?


Fear of judgement: As humans, we naturally want everyone to like us and seek approval for what we are doing. Though I've learnt the hard way that doing what others value doesn't always make you happy! Fear of judgement for me gets less and less as I get older and I'm hoping eventually, with me working on it, it will decrease significantly.

Confidence: Am I doing what I think I can get, as I may not have the self belief to think I can get better? The fear of failure and fear of not being good enough is the root of so many abandoned dreams. Fear in general is the source of procrastination I think.. when you dig deep that is!

Emotions: I'm trying to make less emotional decisions I think you can't always trust your feelings, don't know about you but mine change pretty often. At the same time, your gut is a great decision maker so I'm trying to get the balance right!


I'm trying to work on all the above to have even more fulfillment in my career/life.




Tuesday, 4 August 2015

Leaving the Big 4 Early / Pre-Qualifying / Quitting Your Graduate Scheme

Once upon a time, I was a trainee accountant on the graduate scheme of one of the Big4 firms. After  a short time there I knew that it wasn't the job for me, and I handed my notice in after roughly 1 and a half years into my training contract.

This post is practical advice and considerations that I wish I knew whilst making the decision, such as - Will I have to pay back my ACA/other exam tuition fees? How do I decide to leave/go about leaving? What are the options?



1. Future career prospects

With Big4 on your CV you'll easily get another job - finance recruiters will offer positions at smaller accountancy practices or analyst/similar level positions. You may take a slight pay cut to also consider similar industries such as consulting, or finance, if you don't move into industry pre-qualifying, industry is still a possible option. You may mind the culture but want more challenging work content. 

If you can stick it out until you've got another graduate job in the bag that'd be ideal, having a plan makes everything so much easier.


Ultimately think about what you want out of life in 5/10 years and work back to decide if the Big 4 is the best way to getting you there, or if there's another route which could be faster and more fulfilling. If accountancy is where you want to be eventually, maybe it is worth staying for 3 years.. 3 years compared to the entirety of your working life is very little.


If you aren't sure what you want to do with your career/life, then consider what you LOVE to do. Think about what feeds your soul, and what work you can't NOT DO? What would you do if today was your last day to live? The big questions!

If you're still struggling, consider the elements of the job that you do enjoy, and how these could be transferred over to other jobs. For example, if you enjoyed the operational side of the role, maybe consultancy could be a consideration. Or if you enjoy management, retail clients and being in control, maybe a retail management graduate scheme? These ideas can be applied to many elements, so think hard and write these down.

Concerned about throwing away the ACA? Once you've done the first 6 exams (Certificate Level), you can get a Certificate in Accountancy, Finance and Business from the ICAEW so you definitely have something to show for these. In the real life workplace, experience is valued more than qualifications.


2. Finances - EXAM FEES

Many unqualified/part qualified trainees are worried about the financial burden of leaving. Personally I have not been asked to pay back tuition fees, and had no money taken off my last pay packet in relation to this, and it wasn't mentioned at all when I left.

Word of caution - they are able to take money out of your final pay packet if it's oweing. Also be prepared to be aware of impact on future jobs, particularly in finance, if you have an outstanding loan to a previous employer! And unfortunately at the end of the day, it's a contract that you sign in good faith and knowledge of what you're signing up to. Thus, having a future plan and savings is key.

That being said, the training contract element stipulating necessary payback. not to include a clause in the training contract to the effect of a lack of payback, this contract may not be legally enforceable. Also, the ICAEW advises employers not to include a payback clause in the contract as a court of law could rule that it restricts students changing employer. (https://apps.icaew.com/index.cfm/route/147279/icaew_ga/en/Employers/Training_contracts/Preparing_a_training_contract/Preparing_a_training_contract)


Furthermore, if you are asked to pay & refused, the only options for the firm are to try and settle informally, or to take you to court. At court, it would firstly be very reputationally damaging for them, but secondly, because your pre-qualifying salary is rather low, the court would most likely rule back that you only have to pay a small amount back each month, thus is not worth it for a huge Big4 firm to persue.

On a separate note, direct loans for season tickets, general etc must be paid back, as there is no leeway on this. There may be flexibility on payback timelines and interest free etc so I'd advise talking to the payroll dept if this is a concern.


3. Office Niggles/Playing The Game

The fact almost everyone dislikes certain departments (e.g. Audit!) is well known. However it's so important to make sure people have no idea you want to leave (except those you can really trust). Being positive, getting all your work done and keeping your head down ensures you maximise job satisfaction, be someone your colleagues love to have around and this gets you better reputation and feedback, this expanding your opportunities.


In terms of options, if another service line interests you, try and get a transfer/secondment, and seek out opportunities! You have nothing to lose if it's between that and leaving! You may also be able to finish your qualification. Your line manager should be able to facilitate this (they usually like saying no but again, you have nothing to lose.) Use being a great worker and having other options (outside Big4) as leverage. Or email a senior colleague / partner who has been open about wanting to aid in career development of staff and ask for a shadow day/cup of coffee, even if you don't know them - most are happy to help 1. because they're decent humans, and 2. usually it is in their yearly goals to do so. This may lead to bigger opportunities like longer term secondments.


Also if you are really ready to leave, consider what CAN be changed or fixed - for example particular clients that are dragging you down for whatever reason - and do what you can to alter this, again  whilst being as positive as you can.

The most important thing is having a plan and savings. Luckily senior management are so desperate for staff and so aware that general trainee mood is low, that you can stay in there as long as you can bear, giving you time to make the plan.


Conclude

Every job has its ups and downs, and the graduate scheme is incredibly intensive compared to the majority of jobs, so it can become a way of life.. and really drag you down more than most. For me personally it was a decision I agonised about for a while, and needless to say that when I left it was a solid & effective career decision.

Life can be more than this - step into the beautiful world, jobs market and explore! Or if you love your office and the people in it and it complements your life goals, then stay. I am slightly bias as the job wasn't for me, but I want to re-iterate that it could be for you, and therefore don't take the decision lightly.

Ultimately the most important point is making this decision, whether to stay OR go, it is a brave decision whatever you decide. Instead of pretending there's not a problem and coasting through life, facing up to life's challenges and finding solutions leads to satisfaction and happiness. Best of luck!
If you find this and have any further queries about anything feel free to get in touch.